Man is a social animal... if there is anyone who can define this sentence it is ME. I love people and am intrigued by them all the time. Not sure how it is possible but we humans are so different. Each one of us has one's own definition. It is amazing.
I love to meet new people and make new friends / aquaintances.
Regarding my friendship history not sure what I should say. There are people who love me and people who hate me (a certain GEY comes to mind very much).
I am not sure if I have been a good friend to people or not but I sure know that if not always atleast most of the times I have been. There have been some people who have not had a pleasant friendship me and some I know will always cherish their friendship with me.
Is trying to mend ways with people who used to be your friends and are now just aquantainces a good beating on ones self respect. I usually have a rule of 3, where in I try to talk to people and ask them what and If I did anything wrong three times and then I feel they arent interested in my friendship and that they were really never meant to be. Then during those times the question that pops into my mind is , is it even worthwhile to make friends when you know that you could get hurt. Instead make time for our loved ones and take steps to grow as a person. I sometimes feel that I have sidetracked from my life's goals as I am always planning things and doing things around other people. And now during this sadesati period I am doing a little introspection into my ways of life and am thinking I need to make a few changes if possible. So I will keep myself posted via this blog on how I fare with the changes I make and please pray I DO make them. Being happy and making changes is such a hard thing. KOKesh and NOnesh are wanting me to play with them.. it is beautiful outside but very WINDY. On a side note ... we had a good time in the balcony today. We played hopscotch and K and N had a good time.. N was excited and happy to see her sister hop along :) And N's version of hop-ing was just moving her bum UP and down. JUst last year K was upset she couldnt do hopscotch but today she is doing it.. she is growing faster than I can imagine... muah to both my angels :):) They truly are and now with them I spend the evening :):) tata.
I love to meet new people and make new friends / aquaintances.
Regarding my friendship history not sure what I should say. There are people who love me and people who hate me (a certain GEY comes to mind very much).
I am not sure if I have been a good friend to people or not but I sure know that if not always atleast most of the times I have been. There have been some people who have not had a pleasant friendship me and some I know will always cherish their friendship with me.
Is trying to mend ways with people who used to be your friends and are now just aquantainces a good beating on ones self respect. I usually have a rule of 3, where in I try to talk to people and ask them what and If I did anything wrong three times and then I feel they arent interested in my friendship and that they were really never meant to be. Then during those times the question that pops into my mind is , is it even worthwhile to make friends when you know that you could get hurt. Instead make time for our loved ones and take steps to grow as a person. I sometimes feel that I have sidetracked from my life's goals as I am always planning things and doing things around other people. And now during this sadesati period I am doing a little introspection into my ways of life and am thinking I need to make a few changes if possible. So I will keep myself posted via this blog on how I fare with the changes I make and please pray I DO make them. Being happy and making changes is such a hard thing. KOKesh and NOnesh are wanting me to play with them.. it is beautiful outside but very WINDY. On a side note ... we had a good time in the balcony today. We played hopscotch and K and N had a good time.. N was excited and happy to see her sister hop along :) And N's version of hop-ing was just moving her bum UP and down. JUst last year K was upset she couldnt do hopscotch but today she is doing it.. she is growing faster than I can imagine... muah to both my angels :):) They truly are and now with them I spend the evening :):) tata.
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