Family and Friends

Man is a social animal... if there is anyone who can define this sentence it is ME. I love people and am intrigued by them all the time. Not sure how it is possible but we humans are so different. Each one of us has one's own definition. It is amazing.
I love to meet new people and make new friends / aquaintances.


Regarding my friendship history not sure what I should say. There are people who love me and people who hate me (a certain GEY comes to mind very much).
I am not sure if I have been a good friend to people or not but I sure know that if not always atleast most of the times I have been. There have been some people who have not had a pleasant friendship me and some I know will always cherish their friendship with me.
Is trying to mend ways with people who used to be your friends and are now just aquantainces a good beating on ones self respect. I usually have a rule of 3, where in I try to talk to people and ask them what and If I did anything wrong three times and then I feel they arent interested in my friendship and that they were really never meant to be. Then during those times the question that pops into my mind is , is it even worthwhile to make friends when you know that you could get hurt. Instead make time for our loved ones and take steps to grow as a person. I sometimes feel that I have sidetracked from my life's goals as I am always planning things and doing things around other people. And now during this sadesati period I am doing a little introspection into my ways of life and am thinking I need to make a few changes if possible. So I will keep myself posted via this blog on how I fare with the changes I make and please pray I DO make them.  Being happy and making changes is such a hard thing. KOKesh and NOnesh are wanting me to play with them.. it is beautiful outside but very WINDY. On a side note ... we had a good time in the balcony today. We played hopscotch and K and N had a good time.. N was excited and happy to see her sister hop along :) And N's version of hop-ing was just moving her bum UP and down. JUst last year K was upset she couldnt do hopscotch but today she is doing it.. she is growing faster than I can imagine... muah to both  my angels :):) They truly are and now with them I spend the evening :):) tata.

Thoughts ! Thoughts and More Thoughts

Let me start of with Happy notes.... it is an amazing feeling to see Koko and Nono play with each other... they make me smile and are truly my joy and pride. 


Koko has her own personality and sometimes I see so much of me in her it is scary :). She is writing numbers, alphabets for a while now. She can add and subtract a little. She is very good with 3 and 4 letter words. 
She loves to watch Kratt brothers, that is her current favorite.. we have gone from singing happy birthday a zillion times to singing humpty dumpty, johnny johnny and sing a song of six pense, oh my friend ganesha ( 1 & 2) , koi mil gaya songs, 3 idiots songs and now golmaal and sheila ki jawani. She loves music and im hoping she can learn an instrument. She loves to jump and run. She is always climbing on things and running all over. She loves water and is waiting for summer eagerly so that she can go to the pool. She loves to sing and she can handle pitches and changes in the song tunes amazingly well. 




Nono has her own personality and have yet to figure what she is going to be like. Considering her screaming .. this kid has a LOUD voice and is very adamant. Right now she says, PAPA, AAYAA.. hi Didi.She loves music and can dance very cutely. The first time she demonstrated her dancing skills was in Ming's place on Munni Badnam and we have encouraged her ever since. She loves music.. as in she wont sing but will move naturally and is the cutest dancer ever. SO I guess I have a dancing and a singing sensation at home. 


I am having a tough time these days, my emotions run up and down like crazy. I do not want to say Im depressed but Im kinda feeling a litte low and I am kinda blaming it on my sadesati and the weather. Have had a tough few years I think in this town with the winter of 9 months and sun shine for 3 months. So have to make the most of the sun. I am hoping Ican get back to work in a year or two and am wondering and still contemplating on what I want to do in the future. If I want to study or just get a job ( whatever I can get).


Life is so strange,,, but I know one thing I want to be remembered as a person who made people smile/ laugh.  

Hello

Hi all, I am a new blogger, I have been wanting to write for a while and not sure what has been holding me back. Not sure how I want to categorize my blog as , it is a majorly going to be a blog about my ideas, thoughts and everyday experiences & issues. 


Life has been good to me so far, I have had my tough times since childhood, but I have always been able to be positive and come out of many a situations. But I think I made the best decision when I decided to marry my husband Shottu :):) I am really really blessed.


We just celebrated Nono's ( my 2nd angel) 1st birthday last week. I cannot believe she is a year old already. I still remember being a mom for the 1st time in 2006 with Koko.I had a hard pregnancy, I was working and was stressed. And I was not going to have any help. I strongly believe though that god was testing me at that time and I did well through it. I have changed a lot in the past 8 years, but I have changed the most since I have become a mother. Koko has been the most amazing baby and child one could ever ask for and I pray that she stays that way, her heart if made of gold. She is very very kind and am hoping she cant take care of herself in this world. My job I feel is to make her strong and give her strong values for life. Koko has to be taught and she remembers things amazingly  well. I guess she gets her grasping powers from me ( tadaaaaaa ) . My mom says my observations and grasping powers are amazing :):) I am spontaneous as well and Im hoping my daughters get my sense of humor as well. OK enuff of my tomtoming. But muah to both my daughters. 


Today I met my gunda friends and Serene's parents are here for the delivery for her first child and she is having a daughter too. She and her hubby are very happy and I feel any family that is having a new addition is blessed irrespective of the gender ( that is a topic for another day). We has amazing food. Also another gunda Famous who is also expecting is having a girl tooo :):) Wow my daughters are going to have such nice friends. I hope we all gundies can stay connected till the end. Lets see how things shape up. 


Shottu took both the gals to the park today and asked me to go shopping. It was very sweet of him.... muaahhhh.